nonsensical-child

shifted

2005-05-09T05:14:00.000-07:00

shifted

http://crumbling-stars.blogspot.com

change you link love ya all muackiess=)

hurt

2005-05-05T18:00:00.000-07:00

[[exam exam! its third paper today is social studies paper i guess it was not difficult it was okay but ermm its just me nedding time management!i was rushing to the last question which ermm consists of 12 marks! hate yesterdae paper ! im sure going to flung my fuckin malay for the first time! its damn hard siah! and english was preettyy okay!hmm the first two papers were quite well done i guess tmr is geog my favourite but look im bloggin and not studyin!]]

[[idunno what has come over me im like getting i dunno im just plain slacking and hoping i can pass all my subjects as ill be thrown out of house if i fail any! haiz after all tat happen ermm i dunno im just stress im thinking bout tis tat its fuckin pissin me oofff! ]]

[[denyse]]im sorri okay i wont want to play and fight with you because of ver ver anymore.. haha i have blueberry alreadi and i realli do love her ! about verena is just tat ..i treat her like my very bestest friend then i just have this feeling tat she suddenly is gone not so close nimore so yeah i got irritated and just scoldin you for snatchin sorri! its not even your fault i was just playing okay! haha verena wun like me anywae!i love you!

[[joanna]] hehe it has been fun knowing you gal! haha never now im scared of you! haha we realli do clique very well haha having alot of things in common and remember our deal haha walking along the corridor together with out uniform and haha alot of hair clips! haha we rox prefects world rite!must give me a smile okay for goodluck! and ill be over the moon! i love you!

[[pammella]] hey little brat!haha yeah we shall compete with each other but i guess ill do well too! im not tat dumb rite haha ! and i know you love sittin beside me during exams! haha see me panick haha the clock is ticking fast!iloveyou!

[[verena]]dun get so curious okay hahaa yeah patient!verena im sooo happi we r back closer again! i misss youu! sooner or later youll know who! haha she depreesssedd over you! im yeah haha tell denyse she can have you rememeber we r just bestiess! haha must give me huggies tmr before exam or just a smile okay darling! i love you!

[[suzana]] you never wish me gd luck nv smile and hug! you owe me chocolates! must do tat tmr!okay if not i wun tok to you!take care howss your paper!=)iloveyou!

[[galcrazyovertissue]] hey dun depressed anymore! okay must concentrate on you exams gal! it s okay if tissue likes dustbin! you fight for her okay dun give up easily you r compatible with dustbin so gal fight for it your true for your feelings over tissue !but listen okay pls dun be sad over tis even tho tissue like someoneelse you cant just be depressed i suggest why dun u tell tissue bout ur feelings maybe shell understand ..coz not confirm tat tissue realli likes dustbin is just tat feeling that grew stronger!soo smilless=)ilove you!

[[BLUEBERRYPIE]] eh darling its 5 more days to our 6th! ILOVEYOU!i hope we can be forever!muackiess! you my darling i cant bear to part with you !i miss you sweetheart!concentrate one your studies okay gdluck for exams!

i want gdluck huggss for examss! and i want pple tosmile at me it brightens up my dae especially yours my darling! muackiess! gdluck pple!

i bruise easily!

2005-04-30T00:00:00.000-07:00

i bruise easily

My skin is like a mapOf where my heart has been
And I cant hide the marks
Its not a negative thing
So I let down my guard
Drop my defences down by my clothes
I'm learning to fall
With no safety net to cushion the blow

I bruise easily
So be gentle when u handle me
Theres a mark you leave
Like a love heart carved on a tree
I bruise easily
Cant stratch the surface
Without moving me underneath
I bruise easily
I bruise easily

I found you fingerprints
On a glass of wine
Do you know you're leaving them
All over this heart of mine too
But if I never take this leap of faith
I'll never know
So im learning to fall
With no safety net to cushion the blow

[Chorus]

Anyone wo can touch you
Can hurt you or heal u
Anyone who can reach you
Can love you or leave u
So be gentle...

[Chorus]

I bruise easily
I bruise easily

**thanks to everyone who was there for me . i love you ple so much esp you!
thanks to annurshah alot i love you sweetie!. pls dun msg me phone anymore..
i miss her!

iloveher

2005-04-24T18:00:00.000-07:00

I LOVE HER! stop asking me whose her shes mine ! i love her shes my sweetheart! shes my blueberry! if i dun wanna tell you who just shut up and stop pestering or suspectin! i love her!

tenth is cumminnn!

2005-04-09T19:30:00.000-07:00

its a saturdae woohoo im so hyper haha i know why cos tmr its the TENTH! haha i love tat date oh my ! haha yeah woke up early in the morning todae got to go ain's house with sufi and annur for malay project haha met erlianna .rachel and addinu at the tamp inter haha ask me donate i was kind like per normal i did haha yeah then met tey both and woohoo annur look like minah haha buy macs and continue our journey.... reach there and started on our project haha yeah and me and annur keep on taking picture with the digicam haha and mean us just leave sufi and ain do it haha but afterall we did help **haha oh yeah and now im like busy doing the photoo albums in friendster haha so tired and yeah tmr im startin to study yeah exams r cuming and i realli do have to work hard..im aiming to be top 10 ! i hope i can do it! **haha yeah doom doom haha our choir and indian dance got gold i hope all the other cca can get tat too tey sure can do it tey have realli work hard! aand hardwork pays! **yesterdae got enrolment yeah for guides it was fun though after we had sum exploring arts thinghy and my group act out snowhite with me as teh evil witch haha and we was first we r just great haha! yeah and got my bronze ermm come on the other fellow guides you pple will get it soon ! it doesnt make a difference okay we r still guides even tho ur a pl or ps haha rite! smiles=) **next week is our napha i will run with nadia she motivates me like crazy siah!**haha and yeah denyse haha stop it stop saying you miss verena! haha she is mine and no one can part us haha im just joking lar ill be kind to share verena with you! lol and amanda stop it with ur ruler ill make it depressed on mondae! haha bite bites i wanna bite sumtin! haha haha im fucking hyper now i dunno why!i just loves my darling to bits and pieces muackies muackies! my life is sooo lovable!

sickkkk

2005-04-02T20:00:00.000-08:00

im soo sick my flu is getting worst! haiz so sickenin.. im sooo tired totalli have no energy to do anythin.. im plannin to change my blogg and emmaill! yes pleasee give me ideas of wat..i want yummyberrypie! blueBerrypie.blogspot.com? how bot tat?

my week!

2005-03-26T14:45:00.000-08:00

heloooo oh my i just love my blog haha its just too cute lar ! so adorable i just love it to pieces haha..since ages i haven update my blog..lets tok bot tis week..haha boom boom slap slap no one to spoil me! i miss youuu**!
monday~went to pamela house haha it was my first time was kinda excited wif nadia karen feebs and chantel haha its fun lar first we play pillow fight with tat fattie and she actualli meess up my hair haha yeah and oh my afta the holidaes i just miss erhem** so much tat i cant bear to leave haha i wanna just stay there and look at her haha i was so depressed coz i couldnt get to tok to her! arghh! haha oh yeah anywae pammie mum give us biscuits and popcorns! it was nice with the creamy cheese thinghy! haha yeah and we played the game of LIFE! haha it was so funn haha nadia was the winner i was second and karen haha the poorest with a salray of onli 20 000 dollar hahahah and oh my i got married to a girl and then i manage to actualli get a baby boy and girl look at the left tats them! hahaha cuteee! back home and found out my religious teacher is sicckk yeah no class!
tuesday~ nutin much was piss bad mood! tok on the fon study and slept !
wednesay~haha erhem oh yeah got sumtin on and of coz i enjoy it !i enjoy every moment with erhem!hyper like mad!
thursday~ last day of the week cos the next day is good fridae stayed back waited for pamela.. and yeah got prefect meetin and again its scoldin okay okay i get it! haiz our uniform problems! okay im being so stressed up and yeah haha jeanette make my day! haha went down afta meetin and haha as usual tat clown jeanette have to make me laugh so much and yeah she gave me a slap no not a* its a few slaps haha i gave back oh my she scary haha and she is just so cute yeah teddy bear! haha went home with pamela as usual we will go to cloud cake pamelas fav. haha and bought ice cream! yum yum! haha back home and at nite called my darling!
fridae~went hospital visit my religious teacher ermm yeah and back with cuz and yeah back home tok to my darling!
sat~sitting here suppose to be doing homework! and yeah i shall tok to my darling again on the phone tonite! miss you loads!

edited: haha karen wanted so much a baby girl haha but she manage to get onli a baby boy she was so excited over the baby thinghy! haha should c her dumb reaction and how sad haha wen she lose her job! pamela didnt play the game of LIFE she was supervisin haha and laughin at us like per norm! okay happi u pple!i edited sumtin bout u both

okay enough of this im tired i wanna do sumtin to my bloggie to make it nicer! haha muackies i love you pple esp you!

boom!

2005-03-21T22:36:00.000-08:00

boom! slap slap! boom! no one too spoil me!

problems

2005-03-10T19:00:00.000-08:00

ermm okay im sorri for the previous entry..i really tought of it now im no side of anyone im sorri to both sides! but fuck it im tryin to solve ur problem u hang up on me im no one!

i wanna live my own life with my darling......muacxx onli her !i love today!

fuck!

2005-03-09T22:00:00.000-08:00

okay some pple have to act fucking damn childish! get it clear gal why cant u realise its you we r tokin bout you think you bigshot everybody loves you and wat the hell your being unresonable and seriously childish! how can you just like distance a friendship just becoz of tat gal, dun you like trust you friends..telling everyone bout it isnt solving anything! you r fighting a the dumbest reason! you hypocrite! you sae i suck up to pple oh pls wat bout you wad the hell! you sux! you sux!okay first you sae you dun like the person so why must hang out wif the person coz why?! irritating! i realli cant stand it tot you were quite okay then now haiz.. now in front of me ur damn nice but behind i dunno! wat the hell!

smile smile i love the tenth!=)

love you

boom!

2005-03-04T21:30:00.000-08:00

i love my darling so much..i wanna spend every minute with you!

2005-03-03T20:00:00.000-08:00

yawns..change my template.i love my darling..7more daes

stress!

2005-02-28T20:00:00.000-08:00

..its been quite awhile since i last update but okay i seriously need to just let it out!

oh fuck it pple! i know yes i know it damn well im so attached dun believe so yeah! if i am also why you got a problem with it ! oh you pple suck pls respect my privacy ! i got every right to keep it from you pple! dun bother tryin to find out oh stop it im so stress! i feel like just cryin can u pple stop it stop pestering me ! yes im tis and tat so wat oh yeah sum sucka said tat im a girlguide..a cdc member..a prefect and yeah so i cant be attached! haha big joke siah! oh pls im a normal human being who have my every right to love someone! i have my every right to sae out how i feel ! i have every right to actualli like yeah be attached! and sum sucka also sae wat im a lesbian! oh pls cries***haiz pls pple i seriously im so stress up..i just hope tis doesnt affect my studies!

oh yeah to dae the sec4s came back..felt so scared for them but i felt happy for pple who have pass and also to my sis! haiz dun worri okay sis youll get into the poly you want smiles=)
oh yeah to dae i got my progress card and arg i got 3 red marks! arghh amaths by 1/2 mark my english and geog ! haiz seriously i dun even dare tok to my mum and tell her ill die siah she'll ask me quit prefect! haiz i dunno wat to sae okay and sure my mum goin to kill me if she finds out im in cdc! haiz tmr is canossian saints day and i ahve to reach school by 6.45! have to wake up so early!

you suck! to you! i hate fuck up hypocrites like you ! oh my gosh sucka you r just totalli not wat i expected you wanna be the center of attraction wanna get everythin! but pls think bot others damn feeling!

piss!

2005-02-21T23:00:00.000-08:00

im just feeling quite piss! okay stop it yes accept it im attached so wat ?! haiz you pple suspect tis tat then yeah just keep it to yourself then you do not need to go spread it out and tell pple! why cant just keep the mouth shut! wah lao anyhow suspect.. i love my bastard do you pple have a problem with it? you jealous? haiz pls respect my damn fucking privacy!

memeee

2005-02-20T05:24:00.000-08:00

im bored bored bored! i love you!

valentine___

2005-02-14T00:00:00.000-08:00

happy valentine pple! have a loving year!

**happy valentine darling! i love you so much! nv wanna leave you! i wanna be wif you foreva!
promise me you'll alwaes be with me! muacxx i love you !i cant stop thinking bout you! your mine and im yours!ilove you!**

i love you.iloveyou.iloveyou.iloveyou.iloveyou.iloveyou.
i love you.iloveyou.iloveyou.iloveyou.iloveyou.iloveyou.
i love you.iloveyou.iloveyou.iloveyou.iloveyou.iloveyou.
i love you.iloveyou.iloveyou.iloveyou.iloveyou.iloveyou.

//i want you to be here foreva i found you my darling sweetheart//

iiiiiiiii loooooovvveeeeee yyyyoouuuuuuuuu!

guilty__

2005-02-12T19:59:00.000-08:00

___im sorry it was me being selfish..it was me being unreasonable. you pple were showing you concern and here i am saying how kpo u pple can get..im sorry seriously im feeling so guilty now dont i realise how many pple ive hurt..tey were tryin to help and how i chase tem awae.. im sorri maybe i was just too depressed could not think of anythin else.. im sorri pls forgive me___

am i different have i change _______

daniel __if your not the one__
If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today? If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way? If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all I never know what the future brings But I know you are here with me now We’ll make it through And I hope you are the one I share my life with I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am? Is there any way that I can stay in your arms? If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed? If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head? If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life? If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife? I don’t know why you’re so far away But I know that this much is true We’ll make it through And I hope you are the one I share my life with And I wish that you could be the one I die with And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with I hope I love you all my life I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am Is there any way that I can stay in your arms? ‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today ‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right And though I can’t be with you tonight And know my heart is by your side I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am Is there any way that I

SORRI

2005-02-09T06:50:00.000-08:00

im sorri ! sorry to everyone! im sorri so so sorri!

confused!

2005-02-08T16:30:00.000-08:00

im alwaes here for you! im sorri ! tis causes me to be like tis! oh pls the only thing i need a favour from you pple just please stop tis rumours bout me and tat senior! pls ..theres nuting going on btwn us..we r just close friends ... im confused.. i love you i miss you loads..

chinese new year!

2005-02-07T22:34:00.000-08:00

happy chinese new year! todae half dae and haha was fun lar but it was a bit boring at the end but ohmy didnt know my frens and juniors were so enthu singin haha and oh my the indian dance gals can realli dance siah cool! wat bout me busy tryin to sing out the chinese songs i haf so much difficulties! haha and the seniors came back schoooll and guess who i saw oh my who?!!! its oh my m******e oh my! haha she ws so damn cute so so so so so cute! i was so shocked siah and she smiled at me afta ages since i last saw her! but no wae okay im not suppose to be thinking bout her ..im attached!

oh my CAN ONCE U PPLE SHUT UR DAMN MOUTH! pls lor there is nutin going on between me and tat senior come on we r just close friends! how narrow minded u pple can be ..oh yeah just coz stayback togetha and all lame siah! i dun think u pple will like it if pple sae bout u pls lor .. get it clear CLOSE FRIENDS!

**///oh my darling bastard im so sorri for all the things ive said tat hurt you im so sorri ! i love you so much and i hope tat it will nv harm our r/s! i wanna be wif u foreva i cant bear to part wif u sweetheart! i love you so much heck care wateva is happenin..i dun want us to fight ..pls i love you so so so much i just want you ! im sorri to hurt you im so sorri inv meant it i will nv give you in i promise i wun give you in ill alwaes be by ur side ..i cant live without you and i ll nv wanna lose you.. i love you so much pls be wif me alwaes..im depressed bastard i nv wanna leave you pls bastard forgive me..im holding my tears back..i caant live without u///**

RUMOURS!

2005-02-05T14:02:00.000-08:00

im sick of all tis rumours...why cant tey shut their mouth for once..why r tey so narrow minded..pls lar and you consider my gdfriend and ur gettin jealous over me..mind tat siah and you how am i goin to tell you..how if she take you awe from me! i dun want i love you so much im so depressed !

//mem0riiesof y0uu ; unforg0ttenn then y0uu left mii ; crUshhedd andd there ii liedd forsakenn hidden ttears behhind my smiile jus for >youu//

jb camP

2005-01-29T17:59:00.000-08:00

woohoo! back from the 3days jb camp! haha it was fun and ermm tiring too and oh my im damn dark now and i lose my voicE! im voiceless now!!! haha the camp was fun doing kayaking . trekking .rafting and sum activities haha it was realli a class bonding and i haha i know how tiffany sleep and haha and tis stupid buddy of mine whining non stop complaining to her mum about the camp... haha and siah treat me like her maid liao haha took a lot of pix and oh my i know alot of my classmates truecolours! haha boohoo haha i was so damn entu siah ahah singing and cheering and oh my .. c wat happen i got home and kena scoldin siah from mum! mum dun let me go to skul on monday till i get voice! oh my how?! arg.. muackies

inveSted

2005-01-07T17:20:00.000-08:00

booM! haha todae is the prefect investiture i was damn nervous siah.. arghh all the wae lookin down.. sorri okay haha.. yeah anywae now i haf to wear the prefects uniform i look smart haha and wen i wear blazor haha.. dunno wat to sae tanx for the cheerin haha boo hoo im dam stress its onli been 1 week haha so much hw oh my i seriously need to work damn hard to achieve the goals. haha stayed back yesterdae haha study wif suz.. haha before tatfollow pilar went to mcs. yeah saw sum magician thinghy damn cool siah came back to skul.. and yeah lar dumb suzana ask my junior do her malay compo for her haha.haha and then went home i rush do a lot of hw
yeah and all then slp haha todae got growing years and oh my wat a question haha i cant stop laughin then yeah lar chem i slept haha so tired ..pc was fun haha must do bridge phoebe haha her grp the bridge like sushi lookin haha.. im bored i wanna slp..

skul reopens

2005-01-02T22:00:00.000-08:00

booM! its 2005! i cant wait for school to reopen not becoz of studies but i miss my friends alot! haha im damn bored at home! haha bot all my stuffs alreadi but im in dead trouble the hw i haven finish! haha todae went to buy my uniform accesories and just went shoppin buyin stuffs for home. yesterdae went to but my new specs and will onli get it on wed! so long siah! yeah bot my billabong skul bag and all.. im so slpy tis few daes the weather ah so shiok to slp! haha ejoy my new year at my aunts house barbecue and all playin games haha makin a fool of myself... so jealous of my sis she got a job and dam she got dam alot of money... heck care.. lar went for prefect camp lately it was fun ah ermm yeah wen i came home my whole body was achin.. did blind man walk and all im in group 2 'arrh' my group name dumb haha.. yeah lar and im invested! okay tats all for now.. muacx

chrisTmas!

2004-12-25T00:00:00.000-08:00

mOo mOo wishes you a
Merry ChristmaS!

enjoy!
miss ya lots!
love you all so much!
c ya sooN!
muacx!
=)(=

hyper hyper!

2004-12-11T14:00:00.000-08:00

bOom! haha tis few daes haf been damn hyper! haha im so jealous of my sis yesterdae got tis malay charity show and she went .. taufik sing and den al this gals go up and wish him hapi bdae and hug him. then MY BELOVED DARLIN SIS..she went up and hug taufik and i was like at home fuck it siah wat the hell my sis is doin up there! i hate her siah! arghh i want taufik! haha and ermm sumtin i miss a lot of things during the holidaes. yesterdae im suppose to go for guides for sum cleanin but nobody told me! arghh on the 22nd haf to go to skul for sum meetin and 23rd help in the registration of sec1 . and i dunno whether i shld go for the prefects camp 29 and 30th.. arghh yeah frippiat wun be there where got fun and maybe pam too.. haiyo the camp a bit torturin lar.. haha but im bored at home! i love you all and i miss you all!!

=))

2004-12-09T12:10:00.000-08:00

helooo! yesterdae went parkwae wif mum and sis to sent my elder sis for orientation work. she workin at OlehOleh erm yeah at the entrance of parkway . quite a cool place the kuih there damn nice and erm she is paid $4 per hour.. i wanna try work too forawhile but mum dun allow! bought my schoOl shoes and erm a tshirt and at bosSini with my code num on it..quite cOol lar was veri bored coz ws folowin mum everywhere haiz marks and spencers and john little . haiyo i nearly fell aslp and sum fooLs call me mumMy gal! haha went home at arnd 5 then tok on the phone veri slpy but had a damn cold bathe and i became so alive! todae was suppose to out wif aunt to watch movie but ermm sumtin happen and so ill be stayin at home ..maybe tmr or next tues or wed will be goin to buy my schoOl bag! s o hyper last nite haha!

//dun lose hope okay as long as you try ur best itLl be repay best of luck!//

?

2004-12-06T14:40:00.000-08:00

bOo! so bored ah i haven touch on any of my hw and oh my its just 3 more weekS back to school. haha die siah.. im tryin to do it now. haha haiz im dam bored tis few daes been sleepin so late and waking up so late and kena shout by my beloved mum on the phone! haiz ..yest spent my time at my aunts house and c my beloved zidaNne haha and also my other cuties cuzzies! hMm and i wanna go out but my mum dun let ask me study at home i watch shutters and ermm not tat scary haha quite sad! i dunno wat to sae.... im just thinkin bout stuffs and upset!

depresSed!

TAUFIK!

2004-12-02T14:35:00.000-08:00

TAUFIK WON THE SINGAPORE IDOL!

i love him so much didnt regret voting for him! his voice was much power than sly of coz! haha the last song he sang was so cool it was arghh his cute! i love taufiK! =)

boredoM

2004-11-30T19:00:00.000-08:00

*boo! been quite a long time since i have update. haiz wonder when will i start with my homework haha 5specimen paper to do for maths and malay..
*cant wait for tmr singapore idol final i just hope the best man win and tats is my beloved darling taufik! haha.. i have been so crazy over him tat brings me the interest of readin newspaper and all is about singapore idol haha..
*tryin my veri best to study hard next year and start my revision this month ..its been a while since i've touch my books hmm
* im bored i wanna go out.. haiz im not goin overseas so ill be stayin at home only and its damn damn boring haiz cant wait to go shoppinn!! to buy all the stuffs i want !
*i seriously need new tops! haha.. and yeah more jeans!
* i realli need a new specs is phew breakin apart! im like damn bored and im decidin to change template again! arghhhh haha!
*my sis and mum sae i have change to be more girly now.. ermm its tat true haiz i have been on diet quiet a while and i lose for about now 6 kg.. yoohoo! im so happi bout it haha during hari raya was controlling my appetite all wat i eat and stuffs haha..
* yeah im a qualified first aider haha weeks ago i went for first aid course and yeah i pass..the theory 22/30 cool lar haha at least i pass rite haha now if u all got any prob come to me let me treat you professionally!
*i miss you all so much! cant wait to get back to school and meet all my beloved friends and cant wait to feel the new environment in 3.4! love you all!
*VOTE FOR TAUFIK!

sIngapoRe idoL

2004-11-23T20:57:00.000-08:00

I WANT TO GO TO THE SINGAPORE IDOL FINAL !
I WANT TO GO!
I LOVE TAUFIK!

jaLan jalaN

2004-11-21T22:30:00.000-08:00

ermm todae was boring coz all i do is play computer and sleep haha and then went to collect my hari raya photos i took yesterdae wen i go out wif all the malay gals go jalan jalan so fun haha everybody wore so bright and the mixture of colours was nice pink.orange and yellow haha yeah and erlianna rebonded her hair ermm yar annur haha she look like michael jackson haha ain sae then yeah lar everybody was so jambu / pretty! haha all was carryin a handbag except me and annur haha.. i think my house was the best coz my parents wasnt at home haha

at 9.45am was suppose to meet them but i was late came at 10 am sorri!! i know tat time is veri precious!! haha went annur house the first and ate mee and sum dessert nice! yeah then went erl house and ermm the mum tok bout the topic tat ermm not interestin during hari raya! yeah then went my house.. was fun i guess took pix nonstop haha then sufi hse.. yeah ate a lot of chocs there haix haha ain hse me and annur slept after eating the sphagetti haha and lastly triana hse cool her bed so bouncey haha.. took bus all the wae haha so tiring went hm kena scoldin from mum coz go hm late haha ...

tok on the phone again and went to play comp and sleep woke up early in the mornin todae just to watch taufik in sps he so cute!! i want him to win the spore idol!!!!

my hari raya pix was all damn nice haha .. shall try my best to scan it into the comp!!!

muacx!! love u all!!

deprEssed oN a HappY ocaSsion

2004-11-15T22:00:00.000-08:00

its the second dae of hari raya.. suppose to be enjoyable and yeah u know like fun. afta enjoyin went back home and i ask my father bout the school books money .. and wat the hell he brought up the topic of exam and me goin 3.4 . my appeal wasnt successful so he scolded me sae im too stupid to enter the class 3.8 i know i did not try my best maybe in the exam but i did study haiz .. now i dunno lar yes i regret maybe not tryin my very hard but arghh i hate him .. then he sae im stupid i go to the worst class. i hate tis arghh all this bad thing is happenin to me.

then in guides wat the hell i realli hate the wae miss tan and miss lim group us ! im still in swallow but wat the hell my group no seniors onli sec2s and sec1s argh!! and ophelia my patrol leader and melissa chan my patrol second and im the pathetic sec2 in my patrol left with the sec1s clarissa.rebecca.and sakinah.. i hate arghh!!

haiz im feelin so depressed i feel like cryin! i haf to accept the fact i am in 3.4 was tryin to but my father!! '

i miss you all!!

=)

2004-11-10T12:00:00.000-08:00

i love you!
i love tis date its the 10 november!
i love you!
im so happi todae!
ur so sweet!
ur so cute!
ur everythin!
i love you!

//im losing hope i realli think i will nv go 3.8 1 more dae left the skul will nv call..//

campiNg!

2004-11-09T20:30:00.000-08:00

hello! miss you all so much ! haha im back from camp alreadi im back to my beloved house! haha my leg and half of my hand became dark but my face is still as fair! haha a lot of things happen during camp! haha it was tiring tho but i found out a lot of secrets! haha kpo me!

wolVerinE patrOl!
pl: carissa
ps:lavinia
pm: amira
rhoda
rachel
germaine

daY 1 *051104

veri tiring! haha just pitchin up tents !! haiz settin up the whole camp the first aid tent . store tent and the kitchen shelter. haiz alot of things and then my group was in charge of dinner tat dae.. haiz and the unlucky thing it was rainin !! and the ground was so damn bloody muddy tat yucks my shoe which is damn white turn brown.haha the sound asleep!

dAy 2 * 061104

woke up early in the morning at 4.30 haiz then i saw a little froggie jumpin about haha and a lot of lizards! haiz then went to sleep again and woke up 6am. todae my patrol in charge of health so ya did the colours. and then haf to wash the toilet! set out for hiking which is damn tiring ! haiz went to frog farm. goat farm and the goat's milk sux big time. Haha yeah and oh my camp all I fear was dogs ! tey r like damn scary barking all the wae! Came back from the hiking we sleepy while waitin for the kayaking gals who r burnt! Haha then todae was veri relax .ate sum bun and eggs yeah cool. Haha and me scaring pple by welcoming them to my mad patrol haha I was so damn bloody hyper!

dAy 3 * 071104

last nite for camp its campfire I love it siah! Haha me Rhoda all so hyper haha kept on singin ! haha yeah and woke up in the morning chop wood and todae we went kayaking ..mum didn’t allowed so haf to stay at the campsite with my two juniors and we gossip a lot tho bout pple before tat washin and scrubbin toilet . haiz yeah then got campfire it was sad for the sec3 since its their last camp .. yeah and I gossip a lot about sissilia* haha mean me! Haha and I cant wait to go home! Todae I bathe for 15 mins while tey all were having their dinner! Haha sickenin phoebe go sae sum stuffs about me telling my seniors and juniors so me the clever one told everybody the list of gals phoebe like!

dAy 4 * 081104

haha it’s the last dae!! I love it!!! Woke up in the morning cook breakfast haha my group in charge I cook the Frenchtoast but really cant stand the smoke tat go to my eye! Haiz yeah then carry stuffs poles yeah we r goin back ate lunch which is a pathetic bread with hotdog and half a hash brown yeah then got back my handphone! I miss you lots darling! I miss my family too haha msgin my sis sae im coming home! Haha in the bus unloading and yeah can go home! Went back home and yoohoo everybody miss me! The house was quiet like a cemetery without me!

My camp was fun! I get to know a lot of pple better and haha cant forget bout my juniors! Haha oh yeah my sec3 seniors! Ur farewell next year we will make it a memorable one!

I miss all of you!

2.5 rox!

2004-10-30T17:50:00.000-07:00

I LOVE 2.5 2004 IT ROX ! IM GOIN TO MISS ALL OF YOU SO MUCH! DUN EVER U ALL DARE TO FORGET ME! I WILL FORVER BE 2.5 '04 QUEEN OF COWS! I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH!

3.4

2004-10-28T20:10:00.000-07:00

-cries- the desicion was made final im goin to 3.4 haiz ..i cried. haiz i know i cant make it but i will still goin to appeal to go to 3.5 haiz if cannot i will still put in the most effort and do my best in 3.4 .. i dunno wat to sae im upset..im depressed sobs ..i hope my frens my family will support...me i dun dare tell mum she will kill me for sure.. eh pple i hope afta all change clas u all wun 4get me okay must treasure me ur little 2.5 cow! ur lovin mOo mOo !

did sum stupid dance performance in the mornin then .. kena tok by miss masurah.. i know im not a good prefect im not serious and i tok alot. my frens ,classmates... i know tey nv expect me to become a prefect and tey dun respect me.. tey dun treat me seriously..tey alwaes put me in a stake of frens and prefect.. should i step down? i dunno .. ill ask mum and if she c my results sure she ask me step down.. i dunno im confused i want my frens to be there and also the role as a prefect i want to prove to pple who underestimate me tat im not good.. haiz i tok a lot cannot stop it.. i cannot live without tokin.. pls lar..if u think im not responsible..discipline i dun haf the potential then tell me.. i step down ..dun need ask me to think think bout it..

i love u all so much.. tmr last dae of skul i hope i getto take Amaths.. haiz i miss all of u so much ! study hard!

dunno?!

2004-10-26T21:15:00.000-07:00

i dunno i seriously .. haiz in my mind there is so many things goin on i dunno which is more important.. about studies yeah i know haiz.. arghh i miss her realli ..i realli realli miss her very very much. haiz im realli lookin forward to c her dunno wen will tat be . haiz feel like callin her tokin to her but ..arghh nvm . haiz .. -cries- nv in my life before i feel so hurt .. wen someone is leavin.. she leave and it will be over.. but the feelins will be there. im confused ... haiz i like you.....

// im not sure about you.. haiz i cant think alreadi haiz i ..dunno whether tis is reality//

depressed =(

2004-10-23T20:59:00.000-07:00

feelin so weak todae..tat im about to faint any moment during guides..im so tired. haiz so thirsty siah.. haiz im still so depressed bout the exam.. haiz u know ask a lot of pple bout their results and tey r much better than me.. why lar.. everytime i think bout the exams i will start cryin.. it just spoils my mood.. im so so tired todae my brain isnt functionin.. is like off im sick sick of my life.. hate myself for being so stupid.....and tanx to all of u who console me love ya gals.

tanx pple: elisabeth* tanx gal yes i will pray and i just hope i can go to the class i want to coz i did try my best gal.
annurshah* tanx so much my darlin.. yeah i will cheer up gal =)
suzana* tanx anywae for the advices.. haiz ya i just hope i wun go tat class.
triana* tanx sweetie.. will try to think positive.. if i can control myself
jane* crap siah u .. ur like much better than me.. pls lar.. be happi if u pass..anywae tanx i will think of the bright side
ryann* ..dun need .. i got my 50cents icecream tat taste better.. haha im not petty!

tanx pple love ya all! miss ya! take care muacx

disasTer!

2004-10-22T17:00:00.000-07:00

-cries- haiz todae got my results..i cannot stand it.. i hate myself! i failed 4 subjects out of 8 subjects! wat the hell! arghh.. i hate myself.. why am i so stupid?! haiz.. i failed my sci.geog. eng and homeecons. i fail english siah goin to die like tat.. -sobs- my sci i cry like shit i failed by 1 mark!!! why cant the teachers just gif me a mark to pass... -sniffs*cries- i dunno lar.. i guess i'll still be in 3.4 ! let it be the decision is made final. ill just accept everythin..

tmr got girlguide..form 9am to 4pm so tiring! haiz im arghh!!

im depressed**

take care love ya all!

~higH~

2004-10-20T21:40:00.000-07:00

woah! im feelin so high todae! hyper freak! haha i dunno why todae i come to skul like per normal but dunno why todae im such in a gd mood dun feel like scoldin anyone. haha =) follow triana to find adlin to know our duties for the game thinghy..for shift 1 and 2 boring! haha then my frenz actualli sort of were about to spoil my mood.. i show them my darlin pix tat..i sort of *steal* ... yar and then all of them sae she veri ugly lar.. she look like alien wat the! sucka lar u all..so mean u all think the gal u like all so damn perfect lar! argghhh!! but nvm.. forget bout it im used to all the criticism.. ! then afta tat sum freaks.. were laughin..from her place. again i follow pamela go find her cdc senior for money!

our duty starts! its boring!! need to admit it but nvm i like it wen tey is break .. can walk arnd and go and play wif the others all.. played five stones wif karen. agnes yar then afta tat watch my classmate play zeropoint..yeah! afta my duty rest 4awhile wif agnes ,yiling and ain and triana.. haiz then tat yi ling gave me a kiss to ask me to help her to take her girl guides cookie on top .. i was like so tired but just for the sake of fren i went up .. yeah wif ain and went goin down i actualli drop all the box of cookie haha and tat two gals from 2.3 were plainly laughin at me arghh malu* siah wateva.

afta skul got some stupid prefect trainin haiz.. u know im so thirsty todae so tempted to break fast haiz.. but haha. yeah it was boring.. erm yar and kelsey.. jaslyn waited for me pamela and elisabeth.. also ain and triana were waitin for all of us.. tanx yeah and anywae went home wif kel and pam.. ermm yar haiz kel lost 7 bucks.. poor thing

went home ask mum whether she will let me go for camp.. she sae no the she sae maybe.. haiz so sad if cannot go like onli me .. nv go arghh!!

im hyper tmr im more happi the happiest gal in the world! tmr shes comin back i miss her gal *cries* .. love ya !

take care muacx..

smile*

2004-10-18T15:00:00.000-07:00

hello! haha im like so bored tat i keep on changin template. i want to cut my hair but mum sae later .. coz she sae she haf to find free time. haiz ya.. so im like per normal tokin on the phone and goin online the whole dae.haha wanted to go out wif my frenz todae but mum dun allow coz fastin. mum ask me not to come to skul tmr.. coz she ask me go shoppin with the whole family.
but haiz i want to.. and summore tmr got sum precamp trainin for guides.. so yar im bored. im sad she leavin haiz... goin to watch a hindi movie!

// r u mad or sumtin u r so damn freakin me out. u r so scary and straightforward. haiz i will think bout it//

=)

2004-10-17T16:50:00.000-07:00

I LOVE BEING WHO I AM!
IM HAPPY!

im like a bit mad keep on changin template so yar shall stick to this one for awhile im bored so tats why i change my template. tanx kelsey anywae. love ya!

awake!

2004-10-16T23:20:00.000-07:00

im still awake its 11plus .. im bored dun feel like sleepin.haiz its the 2nd dae of fastin and i manage. haha spent like my whole dae watchin some hindi movie tats like about 3hrs. time past so quickly.its alreadi the end of the year.exams r over. half a month left for us to be together. haiz -cries- plannin to do somethin for each of my classmate.haiz.haha todae went my grandma house and it was plainly borin onli watch tv and i slept. yeah then went back home.

tok to annur on the phone todae. and haiz realli thinkin why do we haf to know everythin. pple who seiously wants to know the secrets do tey ever tot about the feelin of the pple itself. im upset wif sum pple why do u all haf to sae all tat behind my back sae it in front of me if u all think so. its no harm makin new frens.

my phone cant sms anymore prepaid low again .its onli been a week since i top up and .. haiz nv save stupid me.

yesterdae i got a chance of chattin wif you. was realli glad and happi. im sure im gonna miss you so ya take care! goin to school without you in my sight its goin to hurt deeply. i realli treasure you =)

1st dae of fastin!

2004-10-15T23:30:00.000-07:00

hello! its the first dae of fastin. haha ok tats like veri fun ..im goin to fast for a month. oh ya todae is marking dae im bored dunno wat to do. yesterdae was fun went to seoul garden to eat with annur. alexia.tiffany.kelsey.amanda. vanessa. and later ain.yiling and angnes join us. went arnd TM yeah then i bot anew buttercup comb at mini toons. went to watch a movie white chicks is like damn funni. haha .. im like so bored at home.. yesterdae spent my whole time eatin non stop and watchin tv and computer.. so bored haiz. tanx to michelle bheem for the slippers and tanx to yiling and agnes for the small little cow . its cute. takecare all will update again soon. change my template and is so cute.. =)

im here again so pissed with arghh agnes she got the same template as me. so i decided to change since got alot wanted tis template. hu cares . so i change and i think tis is cute. kelsey help me choose. haha i fasted todae and it was like preety cool i can tahan. haha mum will just shout at me if she sees me still at the comp haha. im like so bored. tanx michelle for wishin me a happy belated bdae . haha im so tired wanna slp. nite nite!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO ME!

2004-10-11T16:30:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO ME !! HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO ME !! I AM 14 !! YEAH!! =)

HAHA TODAE ITS MY BDAE! HAPPI BDAE TO ME.. I AM 14 NOW !!

- todae is science and geog paper *cries* i think i will fail the paper is like so hard- i did study but i cant answer a lot of questions wats the use of studyin then.i dun study properly no i did.. haiz im like so upset wif myself . why i like dat?? i felt like cryin in skul but i dun want to i show my happy face =) haiz nvm its over -

- went prata shop after skul coz got maths tutorial. oh ya then phoebe .annur.yiling.jeannette and alot me sang me a bdae song at the prata shop wif a muffin and a candle tats so sweet tans so much i love u all so much.. and [[tanx to evrybody who wish me happy bdae !]]
to: pilar [tanx for stayin up till 12 just to wish me bdae luv ya]
kelsey [ for wishin ur moo moo happi bdae at 12]
vanessa[ tanx for luvin me as u wish happi bdae]
suzana[ for the warmest smile and the wish ]
shafiqah [ my junior tans for the sweet card ]
jeanette[ for the small cow towel]
erlianna[ for the card]
tabitha and amanda[ the chocs]
and tanx for the muffin the heart shape biscuit and everythin!! -

- my younger sis and my maid so sweet. tey bot me a choc cake .tanx i love ya-

- i saw her . i love her. i miss her. i wanna tok to her. seein her is just enough to brighten up my dae -

i love you all !!! tanx so much!!! take care!! =)

cries

2004-10-08T18:50:00.000-07:00

-cries- haiz.. i think im like goin to flung my damn history.i was like rushin to do the questions time past very fast i was panickin! haiz wen tat teacher sae 1 more minute i was still writin my last questions i manage to finish on time..all the things i study so hard nv come out but all tat i study play play come out haiz.. like woah i keep on repeatin the answer again and again! malay paper 2 was okay.. i know how to do most of my questions haiz haha onli cloze passage haf like abit of difficulties doin it.

eww u know tat disgustin freak suzana she actualli lick her damn hand and tried to slap my face..eww just becoz i slap her face she dare me to.. and wat crap she tell saedz arghh!! i feel like killin her.. was runnin from her then i accidental touch her hand and yuck!!

haha HAPPY BDAE NICOLE ! i wish her tat early in the mornin but told her goin to gif her chocs after exam haha. she is like so cute haha tmr is ain's bdae HAPPY ADVANCED BDAE AIN! ..oh ya after exam plan to go to nicole's house but indeed we went to my house haha i ask them to.. and tat idiot ain sae wat lar she cannot play piano my house dun haf wat the hell but she was like spendin the whole time on the comp chattin wif her look alike haha. b4 goin to my house went to TM wif nicole's seniors who bot for her and ain wallet.it was nice..i prefer nic's wallet haha.. yeah then went to buy burger wif ezlink card and i need sum1 help coz i forgot to do it haha.. oh ya nicole actualli wasted her damn 1.55 to buy for tat ain a choc haha it was like so wasted haha but it taste nice i guess.

my house: we were like watcin tv and comp tats all haha.. watch spore idol tat i tape and keep on makin fun of tat damn stupid fool jerry who is like singin for a damn dog.. haha then watch kim possible.. even stevens and so on..haha while im like so tired cleanin up the mess.. after tey eat tey dun evn bother throwing the plstic bags and wrapper..and tat noorain treat me like a wat maid.. amira i thirsty take for me drink..haiz! gloria went home at 4plus the others at 5 plus..i'll be buyin pressie after exam is seem chocs wil do

mum has like been so nice to me..she said i should relax my mind and dun study so much before the exams i was like ermm ok.. then she let me use the comp but not watch tv ok...haha but she been givin me muney suddenly and im plannin to cut my hair ..my mum payin yeah..buyin a new spec to papa payin!!

i wonder wat i want for my bdae..heard stuff tey buyin for me are all related to COWS! haiz.. watever lar but nvm as long there is pressie! tanks to whoever buyin for me haha.. i got a pic of her yeah!!!! i love her!! goin to miss her !!!!

3 MORE DAES TO MY
BIRTHDAE !

2nd dae Of exam..

2004-10-07T13:27:00.000-07:00

hello! its second dae of exam and i still left sci.geog.history.malay.maths paper and home econs. haiz im like so tired alreadi.. my eng and malay paper 1 was okay..but the eng was a bit tough to choose the topic.. i was writin bot the incident workin wif sum1 i dislike.. oh ya yeah malay was not tat hard..
todae the eng paper 2 was hard..i dunno how to do and the vocab confirm zero. ya im like so bored.. the literature was ok haha i write crap haha jaslyn actualli did 3 questions wen we suppose to do 2 haha.. shes funni siah..haha tmr..history and malay paper 2 tats Fun.. ya haf to memorize alot todae haha..
tmr nicole bdae! and sat is ain's haiz.. i'll buy for them pressie after exam .. haha im goin to study.. haha tanx to whoever buyin for me pressie! haha but i dun mind if u nv give ..its the though tat comes..luv ya ll study hard and best of luck!

4 more daes to My bdae!!!!

breaK!

2004-10-03T14:44:00.000-07:00

hello! been studyin lately and i think i need abreak so went online but c not a single soul was online i gues tey must be studyin veri hard. erm.. i wonder whether all the things i study wil stay inside my mind til the exam dae..haha im like nowdaes tryin to save money for pressie but indeed wastin it for taxi.. as i cum home late..mum have beem naggin. my books are ike on the table wif notes flyin around. im so tires brain is stuck but i haf to try my best to go to the class i want to. at least if i tried im happi tat i put all my effort in it. if i dun get to 3.8 i haf to do another dare and if i get in i'll haf a treat and get a new hp from my father.tat'll be great!

haha . tanks so much! i got a free top up card ..and realli tanx haha no one haf ever been so nice to me . oh ya anywae hows ur lil cuzzie? take care

i havin moodswings nowdaes..benn venting my anger to my sis..my fri was spent wasted haha suppose to study at ain house wif triana but end up playin..and talkin haha. watch spore idol and was realli upset and shocked wif the result..y tat stupid jerry nv go out.. y jeassea she is a great singer. but wat to do? descision has made final.

wat the hell? mr tan actualli made an extra lesson for maths after the exam paper on my bdae!

8 MORE DAES TO MY BDAE! PRESSIE'S ARE WELCUM!

erm!

2004-09-30T01:22:00.000-07:00

erm hi.. im bored suppose to study.. haiz..im such a gd owner.. i nv torture my slave.. first dae i ask her buy choc and todae i ask her buy me sweet..tanx..will buy for u stuffs after tues haha.
yest went to study wif pilar..and her frens at long john silver. i felt so extraded but tey were veri friendly tokin to me and stuff..and forcin me to eat a cake.. haiz.. tanx for teacin me even tho its abit..haha.. im so scared exam cumin.its veri fast. todae got music exam..haha it was fun and yeah for pe..we played captain's ball and..i hurt my lip.. coz hit amanda but before tat my head wen blank .. eliu head like metal siah she hit me and it hurts like mad..

erliana sae i was angri yest tat she nv invite me i was like ok i wasnt angri u dun invite dun ah.. i dun care now u invite i gave back the card coz i feel tat ur reluctant too. i dun bother if u sae u were willin im still not cumin..and pls lar is nutin bot him.why everythin relate wif him! wad the hell? u sae i was a les rite.. i like girls ya..watever .. i dun have any feelins for him anymore .. i wanna study and all i think bot is study.. understand!!

after skul i stay back for awhile and went home.. study yeah take care.. luv ya all.. gd luck 4 ur examS!!

paiN!

2004-09-28T05:23:00.000-07:00

hello!! haha..im goin to study my history soon!! argh!! im like so tired..totalli no mood but exam cumin.. haiz but for what i study so hard but others.. still get better..i try my best but i go to 3.4 haiz.. why?? i want to go 3.8. _cry_

hmm.. todae i was embarassed.. doin a dare !! haha the dare was to kiss saedah on her cheek..a gal tat i dun even noe! and hug her.. argh!! u dare me .. i told u i dare to do it..and now i got a slave for one week!! yeah!! ..sum1 tat will follow watever i sae.. .. for the first time i wun be bullied!!! haha .. in the mornin actualli wanted to do.. but cant find her.. then i plan do it after skul..and i did it.. haha my slave was jumpin up and down coz she was like?? i was embarassed pissed.. at tat veri moment..haha then went home go online yeah..go tuition then back here..

im sick!! i have runnin nose.. and cough !!_shouts_ why now..?? hmm

tmr have to go dentist!! _ pains_

study hard!!

my wEekenDs!!

2004-09-27T19:37:00.000-07:00

hey! at last i can update so hapi! haha yeah.. so how was my weekend? it was veri fun.. haha

first it must be about todae haha.. bet wif sum1 yest actualli forgot bot it coz i tot jokin.. cum to skul relax.. haha c her woah i eagerly waitin.. for the other to cum.. haha then to triana haf to be wif me everywae the whole dae..haha so funni..i cant stop laughin haha she came before i went for duty.. but too bad i esacape.. then durin eng class.. i hyper todae.. haha keep on laughin and jumpin .. haha i retard haha got malay oral.. did not know how to sae bathroom mat in malay then ask cikgu haha..then .. geog..was borin ..sci and homeecons borin.. home room arrange table and switch places haha.. im still at my place.. wif amanda... haiz everytime wif her..last year with her now with her haiz.. then haha after skul.. saw ..haha walkin towards the staircase..im not stupid.. try to escape in everywae haha so funni.. stupid suzana actualli trip and her shoe came off aha..chase lar summore haha.. then sorri triana make ur wrist so red haha.. pae me my six bucks also so difficult.. dun want to surrender..haha..watever lar.. but anywae u were damn funni.. triana u ask me put down my bag wen i runnin.. later she take mybag haha..ok then ..went home wif pamela..waited so long for her waffle.. hah then went home.. tok again and yeah comp can do blog spot..

haha then went home kelsey tell me tat stupid phoebe.. go ask michelle to collect money from me. i ask u go pass the money..rite but cant find her.. i payin so dun ask her find me. ..embarassin haha then like yeah tmr i givin the money go pass to her.. ok

i hate my religious tcher!!!he suck.. i got like 5 sub in the exam.. i got 80/100. 96/100 .100/100 . 78/100 then fail one 40/100 stupid siah then he sae i did veri badly he siao argh.. im so piss siah i try so hard i like can answer all the question he fail me.. go and die lar.. arghhhhhh!! i hate him !!!!!! mum goin to kill me siah!!!!!!! argh!!!

thurs:

played captain ball wif the sec3's haha it was veri fun.. wif most from 3.2 . 3.3 and one gal from 3.4.. haha it was so funni.. wish to play again the sec 2's vs sec 3 .. haha u know u should c how their action all haha.. the tat idiot noorain go box my nose with her elbow and she nv sae sorri haha she onli sit down laugh.. jaslyn sae i was a great goalkeeper but a damn lousy defender.. stupid siah all becoz of tat idiot goalkeeper i fall down then she laugh.. everyone laugh.. my butt got blueblack haiz..seriously forgot i got tuition.. stop playin wen suddenly my ear felt so hot it was burnin and red so i stop..haha then took 6 bucks from geokling take taxi go hm.

fri:

argh!! the dae i was waitin for .. grad nite..!! all my fren jealous we get to go.. all the bungs look pretty esp. beverly tan haha .. she was so girly haha. i saw her she so cute im so crazi over her.. took a lot of pix.. haha.. the more i c her the more i like her ! how?? suppose to forget bout it

before tat .. haha make sum1 angri siah.. triana haha who ask her ignore me wen i sae i show the paper.. haha i show lar then u call me fuck u " haha ..too bad tuty.. i dun mind use to it haha. then both reaction so funni.. haha triana abit abit angri.. then she ok wen i cum for grad nite.. tot she still angri..no shes not..

haha irritatin pest.. stop smsin so much of the internet sms.. irritates ME!! haha ..

saturdae:

haha.. woke up at arnd 11 plus..haha so tired siah.. then started doin my homework.. like yeah sttudy abit and then online the whole dae.. haha then tok to sum1 for about 2 hrs haha slept at 1 tokin ..on the fon haiz..so slpy..

sundae:

woke up at 7.30 am tat means i onli have onli a few hours of slp .. haha coz fgot sum stupid religious think until 3 wah piang so borin..haha nearly slept there..then went home did the homeeconomics exam alone.. idiots cant help.. haha then =) tok on the fon again and went home from grandma house.. reply a letter b4 go to bed!

yeah tats my dae!! haha alot of things happen exam cumin .. i veri scared..goin to do my best..luv ya all study hard take care muacx!

study!

2004-09-19T13:30:00.000-07:00

hey change my template! and its realli meaningful.. i realli love it , anywae now have been quite bz coz exam cumin and haf to study. i haven done any of my hw and goin to do it after finishin this entry..

last thurs.. watch the sec 3 match, it was gd i guess everybody played well then me kelsey and jaslyn and noorain went home .. went to bedok inter and decided to eat mcdonald.. so wen there even though im sort of late coz i got tuition.. then me and ain went to sign up for the free thingy..and my sms name was cow! kelsey ask me put. haiz nvm.. then went home took taxi..coz i was realli late..before tat in mac we tok nonstop..

fridae was ok fun and a bit borin ..after skul went opposite and ate prata...then came back skul.. see phoebe and ain play wif wanting and kelly badminton..was funni then at 4 went home.

saturdae was so stressful my last dae of religious exam and i manage to read out and memorize all the 2o lines and yeah i pass!!

todae im like yeah goin to study... ok so gtg bye..

failure!

2004-09-15T01:36:00.000-07:00

i am a total failure. i failed my science mock exam! i just pass my maths and i suck in everythin!
am i veri lousy? haiz my dreams to go 3.8 will shatter like tis. the mock exam result will show tat im in 3.4. im like tryin my best to improve in my english but no i dun improve.!im so sick.

yesterdae i sprain my damn ankle wen playin badminton! my father is so childish he buy a computer game and start playin wen he cum home! todae my mum bdae!

todae in class write a compo based on the title of the song. history .. i think mr lim like nicole.everythin also nicole [im not jealous ok] for science tat damn teacher ask me stand up wen i onli laugh and she nv go ask the gals behind stand up wen tey continously tok! and she onli read from tat textbook. ....

todae there was a match! 2.5 vrs 2.6 like yeah 2.5 won! haha the one playin was amanda nicole audrey tabitha gloria janice and of coz annurshah who has damn long hands to catch the ball with different pose. got to admit tabitha is a damn great player so were the others!i cant stand that anabelle onli know how to snatch ball, i cut of her hand then she know. then wen we cheer for 2.6 they sae we meant it in a scarstic wae.wat the hell it was sincere lor.

bye sign off the failure!

bacK!

2004-09-11T12:25:00.000-07:00

..its been ages since i last update, yesterdae spend half of the dae findin a template , and at last i found a nice one .haiz, but i lost all my links and goin to ask someone for help.

on thurs went to mac in the mornin to eat breakfast b4 goin to skul for maths tutorial.suppose to go with nicole and kelsey but tat kelsey was still sleepin on the time we r suppose to meet.
went home after maths with kelsey and ying ying , tey went my house suppose to do gy project but comp not workin... we were bored play happy family with my younger sis.

fridae was borin been studyin , exam cumin and i realli wanna go 3.8. tmr is kelc bdae but i still cant figure out wat to buy for her. and 1 month more is my bdae! haha.todae my uncle cumin going to teach me maths again , yesterdae got a long lecture.todae im goin to cook for my sis my homeecons practical. and i have to help kelc do the gy project. haiz so bz.

~ eh u have realli change and i realli wish to tell u tat , but i scared u react and take me in a wrong wae. its for ur own good, not suspectin or just jealous of u is the fact u have change to a total different person.

i wish i could explain everythin , tellin u how much i feel , i think its better we r frenz . maybe tats wat u think .u treat me unfairly . i dun deserve this!

teacher'S daE

2004-08-31T21:33:00.000-07:00

hey todae was teacher's dae, a performance was made by 2.5 and im so happi it was fun u know, pple cheerin at the whole class but abit paiseh for elisabeth . haha gloria at backstage i ask her "r u scared" she stare at me then she sae"pettrified" but out two rapers did very well todae includin the 5bitches and not forgettin the 3 nerds and ofcoz the dancers!!

todae was veri fun the teachers performance and the enthuasism of the teachers .woah! miss chua and mrs loh can actualli sing!. now im so tired .after finishin my damn boring tuition. and now i wonderin whether should go tmr haiz.

i got well and no more sick so happi!

i didnt meant to scold you or sae in a scarstic wae, i just got fed up of you ignorin my smses. i miss you so much.

SIcK!

2004-08-28T21:12:00.000-07:00

im SICK! -cry- im sick i got runnin nose and fever.haiz why lar todae? anywae im feelin so tired and stress this few daes.
just now i got guides then went home got religious class all this borin siah ! wah lao u know phoebe she pull my armflesh to stabilise herself in the bus wat the hell damn pain lor like pinchin. then the salad i do for guides was nice but the youghart spoils it so yucky. i so stress tat i keep on eatin and eatin .
i actualli totalli dunnoe wat to write but im just bored lar then i veri stress becoz of tis problem tat no one noes.
i tmr haf to do a lot of hw then study history and religious exam again. MOndae got rehearsal again.so tirin .tuesdae teachers dae i dunno wat to buy for all the teachers. i broke lar.
tmr i plannin to go shoppin buy sum bangles and new earings .
oh ya todae i got a new cuzin so cute! babyboy the name is Tarmizi Zidane, got footballer name so cute .then todae i got a new billabong cap darkbrown and black damn nice siah.
ok im goin to buy a new school shoe is realli breakin and the thing water can leak in yucks!
oklar i wanna go study .
hope i get well soon!!!!

problems!

2004-08-27T18:54:00.000-07:00

..im just feelin so tired todae after 3 daes of rehearsal. everydae cum home late then mum starts nagging haiz. totalli bored, i miss my eng tuition and maths. mum scold again.now i am at home bored before i start studyin my religious exam tmr. went home with nicole and we talk quite alot bout stuffs. one damn stupid uncle, i was eatin waffle in the bus then he sat near me and sae " do u know ur not suppose to eat in bus there will be $500 fine ", i sae ya and ignore him sickenin, is not as if i dirty the bus!

todae my dae was fun singin all dae long wif amanda haha stupid us and lame us. ya watever. then todae me and elisabeth was like so addicted in doin the ring thing even during history lesson i was tryin to staple the stuff it was very long across the class.

wat the hell i was so pissed of wif her lor u change u know . change! totalli ur attitude change i dunno y but i find u veri tryin to act cool, not tat i am jealous i dun care but pls lor u were no more the gal i know understand.listen i dun want to pick a fight wif u but just be like per normal pls.

*annurshah relax k alwaes take it easy come on i'll alwaes be here for u heck care tat damn gal k.

i miss u realli much . pls msg me . im alwaes here waitin for you ,1 1/2 have past how long more.
its onli you.

teacher's DaE audiTioN

2004-08-24T06:39:00.000-07:00

hey it was fun but a bit tiring todae teachers dae so called 2nd audition between the selected.we realli enjoyed ourselves and everybody look so cute.

u shld c cindy and audrey like twins everything so cute ,triana with her headband make her look so preety, amanda annurshah veri sweet lookin includin kelsey not forgetting my partner pamela she veri NOiSY! a bit abit paiseh arghh feel like stranglin her on stage on the first performance . Vanessa is the wat we call role model very energetic and she dance veri well[i knew tat long time ago]. Ain and gloria look so cute wif their specs and their hairstyles! BeetLEs!

haha anywae the comment miss thanabal gave, make us feel we r gettin in, just hope we do if dun we'll still enjoy, we tried our best and we enjoy ourselves.

tmr will be fulldress with make up all tat cannot stand myself wif pink!haha wen miss thanabal give somment bout my clothes i paiseh siah and the first time in my life i wore a miniskirt! i look veri girly. So not me! but anywae beginning to like pink this few daes .

tmr got malay test and i got to study haiz c ya and takecare luv ya all muackzzz!!

i love my new blog!

2004-08-23T08:48:00.000-07:00

yeah!igot a new blog template and just left the music. i so love the blog. thank you so much kelsey for helping me do the tagboard and to pilar i will surely heed ur good advice.tanx sorri i'll reply ur letter late. wad the hell now suppose to learn my religious exam but end up doin my blog, wasted so much time. my tues wed and thurs will be wasted for practisin the teachers dae performance.yeah tmr got photo taking for prefects and girlguides i so happi but is after school my hair willnot be in place stress.im so tired.bored todae cant go out, pamela ask me out but i cant sorri mum dun let.i ant wait to c our class tshirt and prefect tshirt. i miss hime , y u call me todae.luv ya all take care. dun 4get change ur links.

new BloG!

2004-08-22T09:35:00.000-07:00

hello, yeah i got a new blog, im just so bored. i created a new one coz was gettin sick of the old ubringmelife tingy anywae. i dun noe whether its a nice blog anywae still findin for a new template and addin in music.

todae sci mock exam was difficult , i veri scared i fail haiz , i dun want to go 3.4. 3.8 is my dream class. got sum round island wide todae for guides but it was a bit borin coz we haf to go to borin places like the museum, findin reflection of sum stuff damn nonsense.

i went home arnd 5 plus den went to bathe and watch a hindi vcd damn nice movie so romantic and veri sad the middle part that i cried. then i went online chat with people.

tmr goin to study for my religious exam and do homework and study study!!!!

to annurshah , take care k dun get so stress over the problem.

im so fed up u know tat dae i saw her , she ah like act as if she kena force to smile at me, if dun want to smile then dun smile make me like so desperate to meet you .

**hey everybody dun 4get to link me!