scream all you want
cry in your deepest anguish;
no one will hear you,
they don't even care

Monday, February 28, 2005

..its been quite awhile since i last update but okay i seriously need to just let it out!

oh fuck it pple! i know yes i know it damn well im so attached dun believe so yeah! if i am also why you got a problem with it ! oh you pple suck pls respect my privacy ! i got every right to keep it from you pple! dun bother tryin to find out oh stop it im so stress! i feel like just cryin can u pple stop it stop pestering me ! yes im tis and tat so wat oh yeah sum sucka said tat im a girlguide..a cdc member..a prefect and yeah so i cant be attached! haha big joke siah! oh pls im a normal human being who have my every right to love someone! i have my every right to sae out how i feel ! i have every right to actualli like yeah be attached! and sum sucka also sae wat im a lesbian! oh pls cries***haiz pls pple i seriously im so stress up..i just hope tis doesnt affect my studies!

oh yeah to dae the sec4s came back..felt so scared for them but i felt happy for pple who have pass and also to my sis! haiz dun worri okay sis youll get into the poly you want smiles=)
oh yeah to dae i got my progress card and arg i got 3 red marks! arghh amaths by 1/2 mark my english and geog ! haiz seriously i dun even dare tok to my mum and tell her ill die siah she'll ask me quit prefect! haiz i dunno wat to sae okay and sure my mum goin to kill me if she finds out im in cdc! haiz tmr is canossian saints day and i ahve to reach school by 6.45! have to wake up so early!


you suck! to you! i hate fuck up hypocrites like you ! oh my gosh sucka you r just totalli not wat i expected you wanna be the center of attraction wanna get everythin! but pls think bot others damn feeling!

heartwrenching;
8:00 PM

thee watermelonic darllinng ammirraaa

amiRadarLinnngg
giirll guuide.
eighTy-sevenn
fouurteen g0iing to fiifthhteen.
libraa111090
saciann2.5'04`3.4'05
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the watermelonic darling loves::

spendinmytime with you.being with you.
the ten*
you darling
myy handphone.
mmyy compp
mmyy family
myy darling friendss
orange.bllackk
shoopiinn
snapshotss.
watchintvv.listeningtomusicc.sleepin
myyselff

the watermelonic darling hates::

backstabbers
liars
pple who desnt accept sincere apology
pple who think tey r bigshot
to be ignored/annoyed
my hair messy