
scream all you want
cry in your deepest anguish;
no one will hear you,
they don't even care
Monday, May 09, 2005
shifted
http://crumbling-stars.blogspot.com
change you link love ya all muackiess=)
heartwrenching;
5:14 AM
Thursday, May 05, 2005
[[exam exam! its third paper today is social studies paper i guess it was not difficult it was okay but ermm its just me nedding time management!i was rushing to the last question which ermm consists of 12 marks! hate yesterdae paper ! im sure going to flung my fuckin malay for the first time! its damn hard siah! and english was preettyy okay!hmm the first two papers were quite well done i guess tmr is geog my favourite but look im bloggin and not studyin!]]
[[idunno what has come over me im like getting i dunno im just plain slacking and hoping i can pass all my subjects as ill be thrown out of house if i fail any! haiz after all tat happen ermm i dunno im just stress im thinking bout tis tat its fuckin pissin me oofff! ]]
[[denyse]]im sorri okay i wont want to play and fight with you because of ver ver anymore.. haha i have blueberry alreadi and i realli do love her ! about verena is just tat ..i treat her like my very bestest friend then i just have this feeling tat she suddenly is gone not so close nimore so yeah i got irritated and just scoldin you for snatchin sorri! its not even your fault i was just playing okay! haha verena wun like me anywae!i love you!
[[joanna]] hehe it has been fun knowing you gal! haha never now im scared of you! haha we realli do clique very well haha having alot of things in common and remember our deal haha walking along the corridor together with out uniform and haha alot of hair clips! haha we rox prefects world rite!must give me a smile okay for goodluck! and ill be over the moon! i love you!
[[pammella]] hey little brat!haha yeah we shall compete with each other but i guess ill do well too! im not tat dumb rite haha ! and i know you love sittin beside me during exams! haha see me panick haha the clock is ticking fast!iloveyou!
[[verena]]dun get so curious okay hahaa yeah patient!verena im sooo happi we r back closer again! i misss youu! sooner or later youll know who! haha she depreesssedd over you! im yeah haha tell denyse she can have you rememeber we r just bestiess! haha must give me huggies tmr before exam or just a smile okay darling! i love you!
[[suzana]] you never wish me gd luck nv smile and hug! you owe me chocolates! must do tat tmr!okay if not i wun tok to you!take care howss your paper!=)iloveyou!
[[galcrazyovertissue]] hey dun depressed anymore! okay must concentrate on you exams gal! it s okay if tissue likes dustbin! you fight for her okay dun give up easily you r compatible with dustbin so gal fight for it your true for your feelings over tissue !but listen okay pls dun be sad over tis even tho tissue like someoneelse you cant just be depressed i suggest why dun u tell tissue bout ur feelings maybe shell understand ..coz not confirm tat tissue realli likes dustbin is just tat feeling that grew stronger!soo smilless=)ilove you!
[[BLUEBERRYPIE]] eh darling its 5 more days to our 6th! ILOVEYOU!i hope we can be forever!muackiess! you my darling i cant bear to part with you !i miss you sweetheart!concentrate one your studies okay gdluck for exams!
i want gdluck huggss for examss! and i want pple tosmile at me it brightens up my dae especially yours my darling! muackiess! gdluck pple!
heartwrenching;
6:00 PM
Saturday, April 30, 2005
i bruise easily
My skin is like a mapOf where my heart has been
And I cant hide the marks
Its not a negative thing
So I let down my guard
Drop my defences down by my clothes
I'm learning to fall
With no safety net to cushion the blow
I bruise easily
So be gentle when u handle me
Theres a mark you leave
Like a love heart carved on a tree
I bruise easily
Cant stratch the surface
Without moving me underneath
I bruise easily
I bruise easily
I found you fingerprints
On a glass of wine
Do you know you're leaving them
All over this heart of mine too
But if I never take this leap of faith
I'll never know
So im learning to fall
With no safety net to cushion the blow
[Chorus]
Anyone wo can touch you
Can hurt you or heal u
Anyone who can reach you
Can love you or leave u
So be gentle...
[Chorus]
I bruise easily
I bruise easily
**thanks to everyone who was there for me . i love you ple so much esp you!
thanks to annurshah alot i love you sweetie!. pls dun msg me phone anymore..
i miss her!
heartwrenching;
12:00 AM
Sunday, April 24, 2005
I LOVE HER! stop asking me whose her shes mine ! i love her shes my sweetheart! shes my blueberry! if i dun wanna tell you who just shut up and stop pestering or suspectin! i love her!
heartwrenching;
6:00 PM
Saturday, April 09, 2005
its a saturdae woohoo im so hyper haha i know why cos tmr its the TENTH! haha i love tat date oh my ! haha yeah woke up early in the morning todae got to go ain's house with sufi and annur for malay project haha met erlianna .rachel and addinu at the tamp inter haha ask me donate i was kind like per normal i did haha yeah then met tey both and woohoo annur look like minah haha buy macs and continue our journey.... reach there and started on our project haha yeah and me and annur keep on taking picture with the digicam haha and mean us just leave sufi and ain do it haha but afterall we did help **haha oh yeah and now im like busy doing the photoo albums in friendster haha so tired and yeah tmr im startin to study yeah exams r cuming and i realli do have to work hard..im aiming to be top 10 ! i hope i can do it! **haha yeah doom doom haha our choir and indian dance got gold i hope all the other cca can get tat too tey sure can do it tey have realli work hard! aand hardwork pays! **yesterdae got enrolment yeah for guides it was fun though after we had sum exploring arts thinghy and my group act out snowhite with me as teh evil witch haha and we was first we r just great haha! yeah and got my bronze ermm come on the other fellow guides you pple will get it soon ! it doesnt make a difference okay we r still guides even tho ur a pl or ps haha rite! smiles=) **next week is our napha i will run with nadia she motivates me like crazy siah!**haha and yeah denyse haha stop it stop saying you miss verena! haha she is mine and no one can part us haha im just joking lar ill be kind to share verena with you! lol and amanda stop it with ur ruler ill make it depressed on mondae! haha bite bites i wanna bite sumtin! haha haha im fucking hyper now i dunno why!i just loves my darling to bits and pieces muackies muackies! my life is sooo lovable!
heartwrenching;
7:30 PM
Saturday, April 02, 2005
im soo sick my flu is getting worst! haiz so sickenin.. im sooo tired totalli have no energy to do anythin.. im plannin to change my blogg and emmaill! yes pleasee give me ideas of wat..i want yummyberrypie! blueBerrypie.blogspot.com? how bot tat?
heartwrenching;
8:00 PM
Saturday, March 26, 2005
heloooo oh my i just love my blog haha its just too cute lar ! so adorable i just love it to pieces haha..since ages i haven update my blog..lets tok bot tis week..haha boom boom slap slap no one to spoil me! i miss youuu**!
monday~went to pamela house haha it was my first time was kinda excited wif nadia karen feebs and chantel haha its fun lar first we play pillow fight with tat fattie and she actualli meess up my hair haha yeah and oh my afta the holidaes i just miss erhem** so much tat i cant bear to leave haha i wanna just stay there and look at her haha i was so depressed coz i couldnt get to tok to her! arghh! haha oh yeah anywae pammie mum give us biscuits and popcorns! it was nice with the creamy cheese thinghy! haha yeah and we played the game of LIFE! haha it was so funn haha nadia was the winner i was second and karen haha the poorest with a salray of onli 20 000 dollar hahahah and oh my i got married to a girl and then i manage to actualli get a baby boy and girl look at the left tats them! hahaha cuteee! back home and found out my religious teacher is sicckk yeah no class!
tuesday~ nutin much was piss bad mood! tok on the fon study and slept !
wednesay~haha erhem oh yeah got sumtin on and of coz i enjoy it !i enjoy every moment with erhem!hyper like mad!
thursday~ last day of the week cos the next day is good fridae stayed back waited for pamela.. and yeah got prefect meetin and again its scoldin okay okay i get it! haiz our uniform problems! okay im being so stressed up and yeah haha jeanette make my day! haha went down afta meetin and haha as usual tat clown jeanette have to make me laugh so much and yeah she gave me a slap no not a* its a few slaps haha i gave back oh my she scary haha and she is just so cute yeah teddy bear! haha went home with pamela as usual we will go to cloud cake pamelas fav. haha and bought ice cream! yum yum! haha back home and at nite called my darling!
fridae~went hospital visit my religious teacher ermm yeah and back with cuz and yeah back home tok to my darling!
sat~sitting here suppose to be doing homework! and yeah i shall tok to my darling again on the phone tonite! miss you loads!
edited: haha karen wanted so much a baby girl haha but she manage to get onli a baby boy she was so excited over the baby thinghy! haha should c her dumb reaction and how sad haha wen she lose her job! pamela didnt play the game of LIFE she was supervisin haha and laughin at us like per norm! okay happi u pple!i edited sumtin bout u both
okay enough of this im tired i wanna do sumtin to my bloggie to make it nicer! haha muackies i love you pple esp you!
heartwrenching;
2:45 PM
thee watermelonic darllinng ammirraaa
the watermelonic darling loves::
spendinmytime with you.being with you.
the ten*
you darling
myy handphone.
mmyy compp
mmyy family
myy darling friendss
orange.bllackk
shoopiinn
snapshotss.
watchintvv.listeningtomusicc.sleepin
myyselff
the watermelonic darling hates::
backstabbers
liars
pple who desnt accept sincere apology
pple who think tey r bigshot
to be ignored/annoyed
my hair messy
sweetieestemptationS:
to be wif you forever!
to love you !
to have you darling!
new specs
new hairstyle
roxy/billabong bag
**to take pix wif her **
to buy pressies all tat i owe!
to be top 5 in 3.4'05
skirt and belT [77thStreeT]]
jeans
converse shoe/socks
roxytop/bermudas
digital cam
softtoys[buttercup]]
watch
earrinnggs
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natalie
nicole
noor'ain
pearl
pilar
pamela
phoebe
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